My Preah Vihear... Cambodia

My land.. the land my father built up... has been recroached over again and again. I don't know if it can last. I'm nothing...

It's always good to stay in peace and walk together as brothers, but it's not and will never be the case. As far as i remember from father; we can only enjoy our peace when we are strong and able to guard and protect ourselves.

The Khmers!... the Cambodians, the people of Kampujesda, we need to prepare ourselves... It's time to take on training... serving in national services. We are now weak, so weak and have been weak and fragile for several centuries... some time ago, our Kampuja disappeared on the world map. My father alerted me long before that. I Lost.

My father treasured peace and he wouldn't return to rebuild the glory anymore.. he's enlighted. He told me simply: Protect the legacy of the land and people of Kampujesda... and I remember his last word upon his leaving: Be strong, my son.

Emm... father!

(Pls take some time to read it.)
http://www.preah-vihear.com/ = The Disputed Area with Map
http://www.icj-cij.org/docket/index.php?sum=284&code=ct&p1=3&p2=3&case=45&k=46&p3=5 = UN International Court of Justice Rulings

Wana sleep... but this stings my eyes... very much.

How to Avoid Being Cheated

Just recently, a girl (another girl) sent me a msg:

"Why r u so quiet, my ltl puppy? Been missing u so much. Think we gota find sm time 2b together. Now thinking of having a very romantic candle light dinner tgd in the darkest night of Pchum Ben period. Duno which day u free? Pls reply me asap. Love."

wow.. what's that? Tremble the whole day for that, u noe! How am i gona reply to her? Oh God, dammit.

I don't know. I don't really wana get involved. But finally i still reply... "yeah! wonderful! let make it this lovely sunday" A lot more man i wrote to her....

The next reply from her:
"Hey dear... just kidding with u. Gd ni n sweet dream"

GodDammitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
Gals these days like kidding and cheating, man!

How to Rid of Pain & Sorrow in Life

One way to wash away the pain, sorrow, sadness, or suffering in life is to seek out and try to understand its causes. In this world of interrelated incidents, it's hard to find what the the real cause is. This only one little thing has many of causes; just like how we feel and how we love.

Many times we make mistakes; we blame ourselves or even God and get disappointed in life just because of our denial of the truth; the truth that everything in this seeing changes or will change. And yeah, people are reluctant to change, don't you think, atleast to some extent.

And the repudiation of this one truth also links to another cause of pain and sorrow. Guess what? That is your repudiating the fact that you don't own anything in this existence. How dare you say that? Okie! That's because you don't have any power to control it. Not only can't you control it, but you can't even know when it's gona go away from you.

Be ready to accept that your skin will no longer smooth and your hair will drop some day so that you won't have any pain and sorrow.

This is a relation of the three basic theories in life in Bhudda's finding; <Tukha, Anijang, Anita>.

Going on, we can also explain this phenomenon by the sub theory of <Loapha, Tosa, Moha>. Because of our denial of the truths, we're so resistent to our passion in life, which draws out our compassions and good judgements (Meta, Karona, Muteta, and Opekha; the four mentalities that seperate human kind from animals).

When we lost this four mentalities, we'd become selfish and ignorant. That paves the way for the 3 evils to come in control us. Loapha's the first that makes us deaf. Then Tosa comes to make us mute and Moha last but not least will drive us blind. Finally, we'd ask ourselves where my happiness is.

One'd say the evil can also find his happiness by his deeds. But remember, we are in this world not an island.

SOOOOO - Have u found out a way to eliminate your pain and sorrow?

I say 'Yeah'... How?

TRY TO MAKE YOUR MIND AND ACCEPT THE TRUTH IN LIFE.

Still, she's gone!

Not all of these arguments're neccessarily true. Find out the fallacies yourselves!

How to Rid of Girl's Face in Mind

Unlucky man! A smelly smoke fish. Other ppl's ponds. Never understand.

That gal has boyfriend(s), u jerk still stare at her. Nilllllllllll.
This gal never says she has boyfriends, but she does have one. Y doesn't ssshe tell? Ooo i almost finish drawing her face, that small nose... messy hair... that lipstick... that wide forehead...and long hair...

I message her, she replied a chocolate dream every night. Dun stay up so late coz u so thin and have black eyes. Ooo shit. I'm falling from rooftop. Let me be yr angel.

I needa see her ear rings to finish the drawing... yah tonight i'm gona give her.

No i asked her first. Did u ever love? U freak... this grown up gal... what such a question? She said "THAT IS MY MEUT PROS". In khmer, it's something not so clear. Then clarify. Meaning boyfriend?

Yeah... she said yeah... i said öh yeah... Wait i rub my face... A stone's breaking through my forehead, almost almost drop. emm..i gotta rest... Oh again... is he really yr boyfriend? That guy?

I'm sleeping tonight... oh still a stone on my head.... i still can't make it man. I gotta sleep. I'm thin. I'm black eyed. Gota work tmr. Yesterday, she msg me first.. and said "A chocolate dream." I still have the msg on my phone.

Oh i think i'm sick... No i'm a strong man... I CAN'T BE SICK, PLEASE.

I NEED A PILL TO ERASE MY MEMORIES.