I Never Fail...

First time applying for job... Don't really know what i want to do. All the internship postings are just not so right. I did apply to a few companies anyway. Got one interview with GE Supply Asia, good pay, good job. Requirement: professional and competent.

Did not sound so right with me, but just tried to write in. Luckily, i got to the interview. 2 times. After the interview, i felt very confident that i was qualified, and was hoping to get the job. Stopped applying for other companies. For two weeks the company was still finalizing its decision. Followed up every other few days; eventually:

-I would like to know the status of my application.
-Oh we've just made the selection.
-Yeah; but could you tell me the result of my application?
-Emm we've already make the selection.

Oh shit i understood... So... I'm jobless...

First time failure in life... that excludes the love attempts and others...

Thought i never fail.. but it looked like i was wrong... It's not the matter that i fail though.. but i'm unemployed and broke now..

If you would like to help, please donate to my bank account:
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Broke account...

Lucks to Khmer Girls

Been very interested in RAPE case, which is getting so popular in Cambodia. Sharing my sorrows with those innocent victims. Were thinking it's kinda crazy for all these girls being born in such a country, BUT now the next page reads me that these girls are even luckier than some others in other countries.

From BBC, Raped Girls Sent to Prison for Their Misconduct. According to the Islamic law, Pakistan, if a girl who is raped cannot prove that the SEXual act occured without her consent, she will be charged and jailed (possibly to life time prisonment). Another point of interest: If the raped girl gets pregnant, it must be of preconsensual sex, Zina, which is a major sin and an evil path; thus she must be jailed. And it is a luck if she doesn't get pregnant after sex. (Only preconsensual sex can let her bear baby! Interesting religious science!)

Afterall, the girl who, so called, allows herself to be raped would be still jailed very simply coz she allows herself to be raped, going unaccompanied, giving romance, or seducing to the guy(victim).

A jailed rape-victimised girl comments to BBC: "The law is not good (wrong interpretation or misunderstanding), but the God, Allah, is good. He sets our path. We're destined to be..."

UN is asking for an amendment to the Zina and Rape law of Pakistan.

From the day I know how to think... God has cheated us all for over two milleniums. God cheats us coz we allows him to do so. I wonder:
-how my people throw rice on the ground while hungers are lying on the floor,
-how people offer food to those fat monks while hungers are lying on the floor,
-how people build those big temples while hungers are lying on the floor,
-how these fat monks get all these delicous food i've never tasted before,
-how these people coming to monkhood while their children and family are getting so poor,
-How these people are fighting each other to death so that their God could live so pure
-I wish one day i could kick all these Gods's asses.

Cambodia: Overall Review (Part I) :-)

We talk about Cambodia (I mean our country.).

Rationally, we shouldn't be poor (I mean our country). Geographically, Cambodia's situated in a vast area of fertile flat land that is rarely annoyed by weather or god. Sufficient water system. Tropical weather. Rich in resources (some more: newly found oil stock stupid). Beautiful. No volcanos, earthquakes, turnados, tsunami.. whatever...

Maybe the people are stupid.. but it shouldn't be the case. Historically, those big monuments should reveal great intelligences of these people (I mean our people). Or these people are already perished or faded with other races?... emm.

I always try to look on how a country develops... (should take some economic courses).. pardon my wild understanding and messy sharing...

I find businesses generate cash for the economy and come as investment forms, domestic and foreign. Since locals don't own sufficient resources, it depends to a great extend on foreign investments. So it lies down to how attractive the country is to those foreign investments. The country's small size is not a hindrance to its attractiveness. It is those controllable factors that the government is not capable of transforming. Inability. Disability. Stupidity. Ignorance. Dull. Null. Nut. Naked. Embarrasing. enough... stop scolding. See what we can improve!

1. A country's well developped because the leader is smart, and vice versa. The old day, a country ran according to a person's direction. The prosperity then was determined by that person's ability (I mean: smart or stupid). I wonder in this young day why it goes the same way.
2. Finding comparative advantage for Cambodia.

• Recent outlook. World rice demands increase in supply shortages. Thailand, biggest rice exporter, exported 9-10 million tonnes a year, while VN, second player, 3-4 m tonnes, and offnumbered Cambodia, 1.5 m tonnes. Look at production: Thailand and Vietnam's average rice yield = 4.5 tonnes/ha; Cambodia, 2.4 tonnes/ha. Cambodia looking at leading the market by exporting 8 m tonnes in coming years (ambitious?). Outlook: Cambodia still utilizes much less paddy fields than in the 60s. Improved production yield. Higher competitive advantage for planting. Expelled sick disabled gov't body.
• Tourism. Thailand's international tourist arrivals numbers at 14.8 millions, Singapore = 10.3 m, VN = 4 m, and Cambodia is very excited with 2 m. That gov't doesn't know how to exploit the opportunity, but knows well how to exploit its ignorant people. With that great Angkor as a selling point... come on, be creative, people!
• Timber and rubber (haven't skimmed on this yet)... anyway, cut all the trees...
• Garments...

Let's find competitives advantage for Cambodia. Singapore = financial hub, Malaysia = manufacturing hub, Thailand = everything hub... now branding Cambodia!

Sons and daughters of the great empire! Shame on you people. You don't know what to do! Beside speaking!

whether you're engineers, marketeers, economists (corrupted people), businessmen (exploiting people).. come paint Cambodia (i mean our country) better (i mean brighter).

i wana make it a useful thought.. but it's just a shame (i mean rubbish).