if i have a girlfriend!

Stupid to recall my secondary 9.. i ran away when hearing that gal was felling over me. haha oh man, i thought i somehow liked her also. Duno what the hell wrong with me. Otherwise, i'd have had galfrn since my sec.

As i remember i just couldn't talk to gals until like final day in my old NUM uni. In hi Sch, i fall onto this grade 9 gal who would always stopped by infront of my rented house listening to my song conveying love msg to her. I learnt composing songs since then. She'd always smile or even joked with friends about me. Looking at her for 3 yrs plus, i was never able to talk to her. After my baccalaureate exam, i shouted out my result (proudly) to her while she was riding past my house. Somehow i saw her laugh a lot (suspectedly in a good way) and call her sister to come watch at me... emm. Few last times, i dared to go eat porridge breakfast at her store (never talk either). THE story ended about 2 yrs later after i went to PP for uni (she alr married to a young teacher there).

Hardly talk to gals in my uni... so commited to studying that time (so ridiculous to flash back).

Coming to Sgp, somehow i breathed in a little courage.. starting talking to gals, not much though. After many failed attempts, i realized later that all the girls i crushed on had alr been attached (even worse almost all attached to my friends, and even worst to my close friends)... sorry for that guys...

You know when you feel like having galfrn, you just can't avoid thinking of lots of things... n now i just wana call back my thoughts that time...

1st thing ((( if i have a galfrn, i will give her seven best things - ooo just to make it different, impressive, and ya ppl always like 7 - and ya that's for my gf yahhn)))

seven sweetest gifts for my galfrn
So here the seven are:
1,
2,
3,
4,
5,
6,
7.

ever seen her? UYYYYYYY O

Time To Study Again
How can it be not boring?

Old year's passed, new year's come. I can't believe i grow up this fast. Unexpected... lots of things were just going too fast. I should have expected it.

Tmr school starts and i'm still in the middle of nowhere. I wish i wouldn't needa come back. I wish the night could be longer so i don't needa wake up so hazy.

As long as i could remember from last year....
-my gpa dived too deep in the sea
-i lost my self control for quite some time
-i finally refreshed myself for a while b4 getting back to the dust again
-i finally opened up a company with my friends...
-i suddenly become a manager for quite a while
-i can feel that i grow
-the final round, i lost the battle outside the boxing ring (i should have beaten him with another style)
-i got a chocolate dream sms and i volunteerily broke my heart
-i make a tough decision to stop loving anyone till a gd time comes
-my brother finally got married
-my father left me again and forever...
-i met lots of ppl and made lots of friends ever
-i still wonder why i made my working environment that ineffective (i should have done better)
-i bought a quitar, a khmer tror, and a flute
-the gal who take away my heart finally gives me back so i can still live with love (what should have been better?)
-so far as i remember two of my girl friends were exploited in some way (i hate them!)
-tgd with this year's travel, i would have finished visiting all my country's 24 provinces with only 5 left.
-i still remember lots of things happened and it was all about money
-and now what i feel the most is that i'm really really very extremely broke after all... (why am i still happy though?)

A lot of things i just still can't understand!

Whatever... new year's seeking for a new beginning... that's one of the very few words i like to scream out.

Prosperous new year everyone, especially me.