Sunday, August 26, 2007

Confidence

To seek for a new beginning.

Rebuild selfconfidence...

Whatever!

Sit smiling like my stone father.

No fear]

who u r?

I'm a son of a great empire. My father's a warrier king. He's a protector of this land. I'm the next to be>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Saturday, August 04, 2007

So What's Yours?

Emm.. been talking about many things, but just feel that i miss out this one thing. Haha today wana talk about LOVE. Hooo..

Okie, believe all of us at least have some ideas or actually guidelines for what, when, why, and how we love. Shamelessly speaking about myself... first i thought i would choose to love a girl who IS emm gentle, well-educated, well-thought, kind, caring.. blahblahblah.. oh yeah of course pretty looking :) Then somehow some point in time, i turned to feel like loving kind of nasty gals, playful, strong, self-confident, self-determined..

*deep sigh*... very dificult difficult. Those gals who are gentle are hard to attract in as i'm never good at FLIRTING ^stupid. Those who are well educated cannot be reached since i'm still still low in status... (what would i say when she's staring my toes and asks if i've cut my nails). And hey those who are playful in some way don't like my face (NVM i'm a bit dry /// hey you won't know me until you get close to). Some of my friends said i've got two side (my front and my back: you don't understand.).

oooO not saying that i'm desperate in love... always ready to have new love (that's the only good thing about me). AND now you know what i'm thinking of. Haha.. it's okie. I like telling ppl about this. Yeah now i'm in a big dream for a sweet one, not a sweet corn or potato but a SWEET GIRL. I hate it when seeing *you know* ppl kissing, hugging, feeling, sipping... and blowing.

Yah believe me. Nothing more than having that girl hanging around my neck, look straight into my eyes, and breathing out onto my face. And sometimes she'd lie down on my back and try to look up my face and feel. I cannot stand to kiss her mouth when she closes her eyes. She always look in an intensely innocent view.. She always asks if i'm alright. She taps on my face, cup my chin and smoothen my nose. Look like i'm a kid... but i like it.

OH MEN, I LOVE SWEET GIRL. DON'T LAUGH.